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I will begin 2012 with my pursuit of happiness. I am determined to not just be content. I want to be happy happy. The year is off to a bang and I hope that this luck or whatever it is continues!

I moved into my new apartment! I have though yet to stay the night there. Hopefully soon. Really soon.

I got another job….Yay? I am super excited. But this means that I will be working nonstop but yet I am really really excited and kind of worried…Oh well I will choose to be excited!!!! So YAY!

Have you ever known you were going to make a bad decision and yet you do it anyways? Like you KNOW it’s wrong don’t do it you’ll regret it kind of decision and yet you can’t stop yourself?

I think I’m going to make one tomorrow. And I’m already regretting it.

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I am so so sad that one of my favorite coworkers is leaving! She got a full time job at the hospital so I can’t be too sad…. However she is just so AWESOME! This makes me want to leave and I know that I will but I just won’t right now. I am always looking for something better and bigger. Hopefully this new better thing comes soon! I am determined that 2012 will be better!

I want/need sex. But at the same time I know it can be so so bad for me. I need to keep thinking abstinence abstinence abstinence…..

I really don’t want to go to work today! Plus it won’t stop raining…if it has to do something it could at least snow.

Rain rain go away

I wish it would stop raining. It always seem so much colder to me when it’s raining. I would even prefer snow to rain!

My 15 yr old baby passed away.

I am so bored. But so excited that my car is ready to be picked up from the mechanic!!!

This person gave me this to read. I know she wasn’t trying to offend. I found it kind of funny. By the way the answer at the end of the booklet is no the yellow race will not be ruling the world.